<p style="text-align:center;> I've decided to start a fresh. forget all my old entries forget who I was. I am now 20 yrs old and I think I'm finally discovering myself as a person and grown into my skin. I finally know what I want in life and how to get it. The first step is getting out of Codonas before I kill myself. And I'm not saying that just for effect. Working there makes so depressed, stressed and so utterly worthless I do sometimes want to through myself in front of a truck. Sometimes I won't leave the house alone on my days off because I'm scared of going past roads and bridges incase I hurt myself. I'm going to begin saving £200 every month and register as self employed in May next year. A either open a make-up store, a clothing and accesories store or a combination of both. There are a lot of project that I want to get on with, but one step at a time. Love and Bugs Pixie xoxo